...i want to squeal when i get an e-mail
...i can't handle my mother's criticism
...i feel nauseous when i am in a room with other people
...i could cry at any moment
...all i want is a cigarette
...i feel like i am five years old
...i can't sleep because i am afraid of nightmares
...i am ready for a new day with new people
...i know that the only sure thing is God