recently i have been in a good place...

at least i thought i was in a good place. i was working and starting school and not missing my friends too much. i was flying solo. then slowly things started to reemerge. things that i had burried. people who were no longer part of my life. people i didn't want as part of my life. they began to dig free from the dirt that i had burried them under...they are now weeds in the dirt that where i want new things to grow.

i am ready for distance. i don't want to be held down by the past. i want to break free from the memories and the daily reminders of the places i have been. i want to start living with the people who matter to me. the people who value me and support me. i want to get out of here...

denver is starting to look like option number one...but that depends on what happens come february...i will wait. i will be patient to take hold of the gift the Lord has given me.

i will seek out my purpose. i will stay calm and focused. i will not cry everytime a weed sprouts...instead i will just pluck it out and continue to nurture those things that are good.